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Wednesday, June 28, 2006 if only. if only i could hear wad others are thinkin, i would be able to know wad they are feelin. if only i could let ppl know how i feel, they would be able to know the reason why i act lidat. if only i know wad life is abt, then would i be able to treasure it more. if only i could predict the future, then would i be able to know wad i wan since i was born. if only humans dun ask for more, then no one would suffer like today. if only i have more human feelings, i maybe able to feel for others. if only there isnt so many 'if onlys' den i think i wont dare to dream. that's the time when the sun will never rise for me again, the stars wont listen to me anymore. the moon will not be my companion at nite, nor the clouds be my day dream partner. i listen to the wind, but if only i could understand its language, then i would know what it wans to tell me. if only i have magic, i could do the tricks to make my life better. but all this would onli happen if only.. two simple words that make ppl dare to dream and think. two simple words that also causes ppl to lose concentration. two simple words.... too simple.... words that are empty, words with no meaning, words that ends with a comma, words that doesnt make reality come true. if only, there's no such words in my dictionary, then i would not continue to be lying to myself. if only..
Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Did you by chance step on my toe? Dont worry dear. You are not my foe. Unexpectedly closed a door on my face? No sweat. Maybe i was at the wrong place. Sorry you say. You have my forgiveness. Its okay. I understand your regretfullness. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. One speaks ones mind. Obnoxious statement so unrefined. Rudely passed. Do not rejoice. Of course you meant what was voiced. Upon questioning. All ended with you apologizing. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Sorry? After what was said and done. Despicable words from a worthless cad. Who shows no remorse. Thats bad. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Do not be a fraud. Stand by your words. Or do not speak at all. No gentlemen of eloquence those words would say. Your rhetoric would be polished any day. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. I know. You know. All knows. Im sorry is a false excuse. (For You. For Me. For Them)
Monday, June 26, 2006 Everday, a new page is written by me, A new page that is filled with events that happened on that day. I know, by the day i wave my last good-byes to earth, that's the day the book closes. My pages will still continue to show the records of this frenship, but they onli appear as memories. What can be done to regain this memories and make them appear in reality again? If i have one wish i would wish to get to know this two humans since i was born, regardless of race or religion. But i guess that is wad life is all about. A life that i can never change nor can i go in time to bring the memories alive again. I regret for everything i have done. I regret for every hard feelings given. I regret for being the problematic human in this frenship. At times, i do think, this kind souls, why do they deserve a fren like me? I would always think,' they would have been better off with others den me.' I sincerely and truely apologise for faults and damages given to them. But wad's the use? A page that has been filled with pain and sorrow will never be able to be deleted. You can never rewind time and erase the words one by one. it's an evidence. Words would only be words, empty words that mean nuthing. Actions would only be actions, they are able to touch humans. Add them together and that would be the best combination in life. For people who can onli express themselves in words, add some actions and people will know how appreciative u r towards them. For people who can onli use actions to express themselves, add some words and people will know and hear the meanings of ur actions. Misunderstandings will always occur, do u have an answer, to why it will happen again? I dun mind people blaming me. Cos i know wad an idiotic fren i can be. a fren that makes others suffer. and make this frenship go bonkas. to two of my bestest bestest frens, I apologise for the hard times i give to u guys. And thanks for alwasy tryin to give in to me. Chill out! Endless Death= Endless Pain
ITS MARINA DAY!    
Sunday, June 25, 2006 Tomorrow's e day... E day of sianess and start of the tormenting process... but know what! it's time to PARTY! as the new term starts, mark another chapter to this everlasting friendship troubles misunderstandings will come... but fear not and face them... cos they are here to test the friendship... and we're here to guard it... for others we may be cool and heck... but deep down know how precious this means... cheers to this friendship once again!
FRIENDSHIP. damn. it weighs a tonne. always i go around saying. its all finished. im all done. no regrets. sorry. none. but seriously. truthfully. it hurts my own bum. wanna go around and keep actin tough? hahkz. you're a liar says my mum. CONCLUSION: PeaCe To tHe WorLd. hahkz! Be Smart Honey.
Friday, June 23, 2006 HAPPY TREE FRIENDS IS UP!
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::recent:: hi dear hai and chun!once again was thinking of us... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! HAPPY BI... Dwelling on the history.We realize we need to move... My dearest darlings,im goin to text u guys ryte no... can u see how far we've gone.how much we've change... we haven met for a long time.. and this blog has b... its dead in here. nothing..no one..onli im the muc... hmmm.. its been a long time since i came into this... Alone on that rain-sodden street,with street light... no idea if u guys will chance upon this quiet remo...::archives:: June 2006 ::links:: ::tagboard:: ::coolblogs:: xxxblogxxxblog |
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