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Friday, October 13, 2006 i'm so tired, i'm so sick. i feel as if i'm in deep shit. but all i could do is take it in. i feel the pressure, i feel the stress. from the sickening lecturer. it's getting on my nerves. and i aint patient anymore. i cant tolerate it anymore. the fire in me is lit up once again. for once, i ned to prove someone wrong. i feel so tired, i feel so sick. i feel myself irritating too. but hey, my life is messed up. i dun wish to say it twice. i feel so frustrated, i feel so angry. everytime i reply with an answer there's bound to be one hundred and one questions. out of concern i understand. but i jus dun get why the questions strike mi when i answered wad i truly felt. i wan to go home is all i said. reasons reasons, that's wad u guys said. am i? i'm tired and sick. i jus dun feel like hanging out. instead i feel like hanging out at home. no one understands. no one knows. mus i report all the time? out of concern i understand. but now i ned to be alone. i ned to solve my own matters. i NED to go home and help. my mom is stressed and she's tired. i NED to help her. cos everytime i see her work, my heart breaks. i tot u understand but it wasnt so easily to be understood. cliche cliche, reasons reasons tat's wad my answers seem to u? if that's so. i have nuthing to say. i ned to cut down on stuffs i used to do. cos i know den would i have enuff time to settle my stuff at home. pressure and stress from sch adds to my load of burden i dun wish to quarrel nor argue with u guys. no hard feelings. but i jus dun wish to go out that much. i jus wish to go home cos i am needed at home. it's a simple answer. i hope u see the scenario. i dun wish to elaborate further. cos i tink no one bothers to listen to my crap. cos it doesnt sound like a reason yet it adds more question marks to u. i am needed at home. tat's all i have to say. it aint easy. there are things i ned to adjust to. i'm sorrie if i am irritating. i feel irritated at myself too. i'm jus vexed, frustrated, angry and upset wit god. i wont do anything to neglect this frenship. but i jus dun wish to create any arguements or questions. cos it's realli a simple thing . i hope i can get out of this situation fast. so pls, bear wit mi for the time being, for not being able to go out so often wit u guys in the near future. apologize. cliche yesh i know.. reasons again, yesh i know. if that's wad u think.. cheerios buds.. peace! it's realli a small matter. nuthing big, nuthing as a secret. nuthing much at all. i'm realli in my own world rite now. in progress. constructing solutions. peace out! 
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