happytreefriends

2010-10-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

hi dear hai and chun!

once again was thinking of us so i came to our blog! hheee.

no matter where and how apart are we, it's comforting that there's a piece and a blog that is always reminds me of how ugly i look, how short you were and still is, and how fat she was (not now ok! people find boyfriend liao).

anyways, dunno hai ditch how many guys, and dunno how chun cheated a guy (finally!) haha... happy for you bobo!

come bring him out and let me n hai inspect k! waahahhaa!

alright.

hope u guys see this soon!

2009-08-05T02:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOBO!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

WOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF U SEE THIS TODAY, JASON AND HAI WISHES U A HAPPPPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYY

WE LOVE U!

2009-07-17T18:08:00.004+08:00

Dwelling on the history.
We realize we need to move forward.
Like how it is.. for everyone else.

Each tyme i trip upon photos of us,
it never fails to bring back the memories.
But life goes on,
we kept moving forward.

we fail to meet up.
i failed to understand.
i failed to analyze.
the things that i should have tot of.
what if a day comes.
and we no longer becomes close.

So near yet so far.
a phrase we used to say to each other in poly days.

im jealous. green with envy.
that others could spend their tyme with u guys.
blame it on mi for caring too much..
it becomes a possessive heart.

i'll try to and make sure i understand wad this is all about.

with so many passing moments in my life.
it seems as though i aint able to share a few glorious moments with u guys.
jus those simple moments.
short moments.

where we are, is where we choose to be.
wad we are, is wad we wan out of ourselves.

so as we go on,
i'll remember the times we had,
who we once were.
what we once did.
its all like a slide show..
it jus flashes through with images and scenes that once happened.

how come im feeling all these out of a sudden?
why this emptiness out of nothing?

cant explain.

chance upon the path with unknowns.
the answers to them is hidden in rocks.
rocks that stand at the end of the hill.
the long climb up has tired me out.

this life sure am drainin me out.
making mi question over and over again.
wads the joy in everything.
the constant thing im looking for is change.

but this one change is something i realized, i couldnt take at all..

till den we'll meet again my frens.. :)

2009-07-14T12:44:00.004+08:00

My dearest darlings,
im goin to text u guys ryte now, to make u guys visit this forgotten site we once created and once complained on..

I miss you Guys..
:)

2009-06-02T13:24:00.003+08:00

can u see how far we've gone.
how much we've changed.
from A to B.
from A to 1.
from alphabets to numeric.
this is the change that we have gone through.
and we have all changed.

no msg, no calls.
no show of care and concern.
no appreciation anymore.
no old tyme conversation.
im walkin alone on this memory lane.
this is wad it has reduced to.

everyone has their own commitments.
their own interest in life.
not like how we used to be.
those tymes wen we were still thinkin abt other things that aint important anymore.

hw can i desert this place?
hw can i desert the thoughts and the memories at all?
theres no wher it is possible for mi to be able to do that.
but how did the others do it?

to be forgotten and remembered over tyme.
how does it feel?
this is how it is for now?

how well do u noe mi anymore?
how well do i noe u at all?
i prove u ryte that tyme is not a measure of how well u noe the ones who were close to u once.
i prove it ryte.
tyme is not the main factor for many things. and tis is one of them.

so where did u guys go?

~this deserted island.

2009-04-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

we haven met for a long time.. and this blog has been forgotten!

2008-08-17T01:02:00.003+08:00

its dead in here.

nothing..

no one..

onli im the much 'nothing to do' human.

they went missing.

they have their own life.

spilt is the word.

different paths is the ting.

mani things i cant figure out.

mani tings ive yet to solve.

if life is so tough.

why are we here.

if life was so tough.

why do we try our best to survive?

if life was this tough.

why am i still here thinkin for solutions.

cracking mi brain for answers.

if onli they knew..

if onli they can hear..

if onli they can see...

if onli..

frens. a word. with a definition.

nt everyone has the same definition for this word.

not everyone..

everyone has their own sets of thinking.

this we all noe.

we are all in our own world.

we have our own perceptions.

we have different perspective to life.

we have different aims.

and more to say..

and in time.. i hope..

oh well.

i tink..

bt den..

they might...

they wont..

they might not...

they might...

they would...

they wont...

again....

but still...

i hope....

never mind...

but i...

but they....

but she...

but he....

but i....

but den...

i'll sort out my thinkin soon....

random tots.. sorrie for the blurbs...

jus frustrated...

no where else to vent it in..

i revisited our fav place..

the place wher we put art to good use on walls..

reminisce..

memories.

slowly..

they might fade away...

i onli have soft copies with me..

bt my hard disk has not enuff memory...

and my brain is killin me..

the memory might be full..

but i cant delete them...

i ned a ned hard disk for my brain...

happy three frens...

do meet up again....

i hope....

2008-08-14T17:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. its been a long time since i came into this bloggie to blog.
and obviously! theres no one here at all!!
no one updates them anymore.
no one comes in to visit them anymore..
boring shit..

obviously 3 of us have no time at all anymore.
all of us have our own commitments.
all of us have our own timing in different things.
its onli once in a while, we get to meet up..

but oh well, each meetup never fails to end up being a crazy and fun day..

i wonder wen will it be the nxt time that we will meet again..

now im bored at work...

totally bored!!! can someone help!!!

will upload pictures..

i wonder what those two would do if they see this new face of this blog..
either they kill me, scream at me or rather they faint.
haha.. joker..

cheerios my frens :)

2008-04-14T16:06:00.003+08:00

Alone on that rain-sodden street,
with street lights shining on me.
My shadows are the only ones beside
Somethings are missing inside.

The time has come,
when studies are done.
When the three become only one.
When one stands alone,
when one sits at home,
and wishes for their names to appear on the phone.

The childish fights,
the stupid arguments,
the noisy 'jogs' in studio,
the messy birthday celebrations.
Our creation.
Our friendship.

I feel so hollow like a trapped soul.
The only sole.
Waiting for the moment,
the time to come,
for us to unite 3 into 1.

U idiots, im bored at work!! i practically have no life!!!

Where did you guys go?!!!

:(

2008-03-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

no idea if u guys will chance upon this quiet remote blog...

jus wanna say if u r reading this post, i really appreciate and thank God for both of u.

the times we had.

sillytimes. funtimes. retardtimes. angrytimes.

are all cherished...

shall we go crazy again?

jus a phone call away~

jason. (aka. uncle frankie)

2007-03-12T01:51:00.000+08:00

Birithday Time!

hey guys really had a fun day out! finally after so long we go out yeah!!!!!!

Pictures time!!!!

thanks to bobo for the dam nice book!!!!! alamak!

hai decided not to bring a gift but to give herself to me!

do i accept? quite a bad gift right!?

HAAGEN DAZ FONDUE!!!!!!!!!

DAM GD AFTER MOVIE PROGRAMME ISNT IT!

Waha.. lets be fatt!

lastly, reli thank these 2 beauties/hotties/miss universals (God forgive me~)

without u guys today will never be as ennjoyable!

thanks thanks thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

a quiet wednesday night.
i wonder wad u guys are doing.
sadness filled up the room im in,
cos u guys are gone.

be gone are the days we have to go to sch,
be gone are the days we try to wake up early to have breakfast together
be gone are the days when we always have stupid arguements.
calling each other names and remembering each others' atm card password.

i miss the days when the lecturers nag at us for being late.
i miss the days when we always have fun after sch or during sch..
i miss the days of waitin and be waited(most of the time) by u guys.

i miss the angry faces of my two retarded frens when i start to act stubborn
i miss the face of our 'forever immature' hairiah
i miss the face of our 'try to act man' jason.

i miss the times when we had to go for class outings(i mean outdoor lessons)
when lesson time turns into play time.
i totally miss it all..

i miss the gossip talks we had when we liek it as and when.
when hairiah cries in the car,
and when jason cries in sch.

the fun, joy and laughter we had when we were in poly.
will foever be in my memory book.

we have all gotten our diploma and we are all diploma holders.
we are once poly students but now we are counted as young adults.
who are able to work in the society.

but would we ever meet each other again?
or would we be like this blog.
neglected and alone..
thrown aside.
would we still keep in contact wit each other?
or would we forget each other forever'?
never being able to rem each others' names and faces anymore?

wad would happen in future?
i duno.
can anyone tell mi wad would happen in the future for the 3 of us?
would we still have tis blog or would it be gone..
or left untouched? and serve onli as a memory?

2006-10-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired, i'm so sick.
i feel as if i'm in deep shit.
but all i could do is take it in.

i feel the pressure, i feel the stress.
from the sickening lecturer.
it's getting on my nerves.
and i aint patient anymore.
i cant tolerate it anymore.
the fire in me is lit up once again.
for once, i ned to prove someone wrong.

i feel so tired, i feel so sick.
i feel myself irritating too.
but hey, my life is messed up.
i dun wish to say it twice.

i feel so frustrated, i feel so angry.
everytime i reply with an answer there's bound to be one hundred and one questions.
out of concern i understand.
but i jus dun get why the questions strike mi when i answered wad i truly felt.
i wan to go home is all i said.

reasons reasons, that's wad u guys said.
am i?

i'm tired and sick.
i jus dun feel like hanging out.
instead i feel like hanging out at home.

no one understands.
no one knows.
mus i report all the time?
out of concern i understand.
but now i ned to be alone.

i ned to solve my own matters.
i NED to go home and help.

my mom is stressed and she's tired.
i NED to help her.
cos everytime i see her work, my heart breaks.
i tot u understand but it wasnt so easily to be understood.

cliche cliche,
reasons reasons
tat's wad my answers seem to u?

if that's so. i have nuthing to say.
i ned to cut down on stuffs i used to do.
cos i know den would i have enuff time to settle my stuff at home.

pressure and stress from sch adds to my load of burden
i dun wish to quarrel nor argue with u guys.
no hard feelings.
but i jus dun wish to go out that much.
i jus wish to go home cos i am needed at home.

it's a simple answer.
i hope u see the scenario.
i dun wish to elaborate further.
cos i tink no one bothers to listen to my crap.
cos it doesnt sound like a reason yet it adds more question marks to u.

i am needed at home.
tat's all i have to say.

it aint easy.
there are things i ned to adjust to.

i'm sorrie if i am irritating.
i feel irritated at myself too.

i'm jus vexed, frustrated, angry and upset wit god.

i wont do anything to neglect this frenship.
but i jus dun wish to create any arguements or questions.
cos it's realli a simple thing .
i hope i can get out of this situation fast.

so pls, bear wit mi for the time being, for not being able to go out so often wit u guys in the near future.

apologize.
cliche yesh i know..
reasons again, yesh i know.
if that's wad u think..

cheerios buds..
peace!

it's realli a small matter.
nuthing big, nuthing as a secret.
nuthing much at all.

i'm realli in my own world rite now.
in progress.

constructing solutions.

peace out!

2006-09-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

THE ENDLESS JOY OF STUPID ACTS

2006-08-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

2006-08-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

WITH THE

HAPPY THREE FRIENDS

WANNA KNOW OUR TRUE PASSION??

ITS ALL ABOUT . . .

FOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH.

LET'S EAT!!!

No. No. Im not asking you to eat along.

The place is called Let's Eat.

Damn. You GLUTTON!

*blueekk*

Yea. Yea.

Look at that.

The CurryPuffs posing before eating.

Isnt easy being celebraties i tell you.

PICNIC BY THE BAY.

Yesh you thought it right.

Marina Bay it is!!

Smile here. Smile there.

The CurryPuffs.

A Public Figure

for our fellow neighbourhood friends.

235-35-35

Pizza Hut Delivery

For

SPECIAL DELIVERY

The CurryPuffs

. . .

wait long long!!!

2006-08-20T02:39:00.000+08:00

since 1966

... and now ...

2006

....

...

after 40years

...

P..A..P

IS BACK AGAIN!!!

with our new LOOK.

wearing our new WHITE uniform.

still looking good.

as always =)

2006-08-19T02:46:00.000+08:00

OUR JOURNEY..

STARTS WITH MANY..

BUT ENDED WITH THREE..

UHMM. HAPPILY =)

MEET. UNCLE FRANKIE.

MEET. AUNTY ROSEY.

AND SISTA ANGELINA JOLIE.

HEE.HEE.HEE.

WITH US,

YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBOURHOOD FRIENDS

THE THREE CURRYPUFF!!!

(WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK)

2006-08-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

Laman Trip Starts . . .

and we said... three is a good number...

2006-08-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

CELEBRATION TIME!!

my birthday with two beloved idiot frens who love to blow out each others' candles on each others' birthday cakes. and this time it's my turn for my candles to be blown out by these two 'candle blowers'! haha.. thanks alot guys for the gift, plus bernice who isnt in the pic. thanks alot!

feedin time!!!!!

2006-07-28T02:17:00.001+08:00

HAPPY THREE FRIENDS CHANGED CLOTHES!

we're back with orange and black! waha..

anyway here's what we're up to these few mths!

we played

and we played

on the LAMAN MALAYSIA TRIP!

2006-07-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

wher did u go??
i seem to have lost u since a long time ago.
i lost contact with u.
i couldnt find u at all.
i couldnt even locate u down.

where did u go?
i lost u and now i'm in this situation,
feeling lost and confused.
i lost u and i found out i aint that capable,
capable of showin others.

where did u go?
i never knew that losin u would refer to losing my confidence and ability
i never knew..
i never got the chance to show others my ability,
i never got the chance to shine anymore,
since the day u left mi alone.

where did u go?
i never knew life would be so miserable witout u.
i dint life would be so disappointing witout u ard.
i dint noe it would be so terrible while u were gone.

where did u go??
please try to come back.
ever though it was for a month.
i jus ned u at this point of time.

where did u go? please tell mi.
please come back to mi..

2006-07-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

2006-07-13T10:59:00.000+08:00

a line between truth and joke...

a truth is when u speak with seriousness and u mean what u say...
a truth is when u say with thinking...
a truth is a truth.

a joke is when u crack for fun...
a joke is valid for 5mins...
a joke is a joke...

sometimes instead of exploding to the joke, come on.. it's a joke and it's never meant to be an insult or humiliation...
hey... i'm poor too....

sometimes when u have doubts and anger, approach the problem, not think only to yourself and get hurt... this way, how will the person know that it was a joke went wrong...

sometimes i find it hard to talk...
sometimes i find it pointless to talk...
cos it seems the message was never through...
but never mind.. i still talk...

2006-07-13T10:55:00.000+08:00

yes everyone's irritating...
yes u're irritated by people calling u irritating...
yes we're irritating...
yes u're shocked when your tone was irritating...
but hey... it's a gentle pad on the shoulder...
it's not throwing a bomb in the shelter...
dont have to blow up...

i'm irritating u're irritaing she's irritating...
but hey... relax la...
we're only irritating...

2006-07-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

hmm...
let's see. wad should i write in this new page today?

ohh.
here's one..

Irritating,
everything is irritating to u.
my tone is irritatin to u?
well, do u wan mi to apologise?
when i apologise u say it's an excuse.
when i dun apologise u take it as if i dun noe my faults.

irritating.
everything is irritating to u.
everyone is in ur way.
now even when i speak i irritate people.
something new.
that is equal to i'm on the same level as fag.
everytime he does that thing,
u will say iritating.
same isnt it.

irritating
everythin abt mi irritates u,
everything is in ur way.
adamantme.
my pettiness.
irritating.

well, i'll jus shut my mouth when u wan me to.

i'll do it for ur sake.

2006-07-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

Poor..
what is poor?
why are u poor?
poor, a word that feels like an insult to mi.
poor, a word that makes mi fall flat on my face
poor, a word that should never be mentioned to others.
poor, a humiliation.
poor, a word that breaks my heart.

do i have a choice if i am poor?
do i have a choice if ppl look down on mi?
do i have a choice if it is my burden and not urs?

do i have a choice to make u not mention my fate to others?
do i have a choice to shut u up?
do i?

my life was never my choice ever since i was born.
it never was wad i chose it to be,
it was not chosen by mi,
but was given to mi by the ones above.

a shortage,
a missing piece,
a piece that makes mi feel like shit.

it never was wad i wan it to be.
it never was wad i wan it to end,
it will never be the same.
ever, again.

i close my ears,
i listen hard,
i try to figure out wad's there.
i try to figure out my fate.
all i hear is,' u are poor and that's fate!'
i try to shake that voice out of mi.
i try to hide my identity.
i try to make myself transparent
was it my fault?
was it ur fault?
it never was wad i wanted to hear.
it never was wad i expected u to say.
it never was wad i want others to know except u.

my nightmare.
my curse.
this is the curse that i have to deal with throughout my life.

u broke my will,
u broke my strength.

it has never been the same again.

i never will be who i am again.

i have no face to face the world.

i feel so humiliated.

i feel so POOR.

a humiliation hidden in mi.

endless death,
the endless death that makes my endless pain continue again.

pls make the pain go away..

if onli.

i hope, if onli....

2006-07-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. choo....
ahhh.. choo....
ahhh.. choo....
ahhh.. choo!!!!

2006-06-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

if only.
if only i could hear wad others are thinkin,
i would be able to know wad they are feelin.
if only i could let ppl know how i feel,
they would be able to know the reason why i act lidat.
if only i know wad life is abt,
then would i be able to treasure it more.
if only i could predict the future,
then would i be able to know wad i wan since i was born.
if only humans dun ask for more,
then no one would suffer like today.
if only i have more human feelings,
i maybe able to feel for others.

if only there isnt so many 'if onlys'
den i think i wont dare to dream.
that's the time when
the sun will never rise for me again,
the stars wont listen to me anymore.
the moon will not be my companion at nite,
nor the clouds be my day dream partner.
i listen to the wind,
but if only i could understand its language,
then i would know what it wans to tell me.
if only i have magic,
i could do the tricks to make my life better.

but all this would onli happen if only..

two simple words that make ppl dare to dream and think.
two simple words that also causes ppl to lose concentration.

two simple words....

too simple....

words that are empty,
words with no meaning,
words that ends with a comma,
words that doesnt make reality come true.

if only, there's no such words in my dictionary,
then i would not continue to be lying to myself.

if only..

2006-06-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

Did you by chance step on my toe?
Dont worry dear. You are not my foe.
Unexpectedly closed a door on my face?
No sweat. Maybe i was at the wrong place.
Sorry you say. You have my forgiveness.
Its okay. I understand your regretfullness.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

One speaks ones mind.
Obnoxious statement so unrefined.
Rudely passed. Do not rejoice.
Of course you meant what was voiced.
Upon questioning.
All ended with you apologizing.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

Sorry?
After what was said and done.
Despicable words from a worthless cad.
Who shows no remorse. Thats bad.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

Do not be a fraud.
Stand by your words.
Or do not speak at all.
No gentlemen of eloquence those words would say.
Your rhetoric would be polished any day.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

I know.
You know.
All knows.

Im sorry is a false excuse.

(For You. For Me. For Them)

2006-06-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Everday, a new page is written by me,
A new page that is filled with events that happened on that day.
I know, by the day i wave my last good-byes to earth,
that's the day the book closes.
My pages will still continue to show the records of this frenship,
but they onli appear as memories.
What can be done to regain this memories and make them appear in reality again?
If i have one wish i would wish to get to know this two humans since i was born,
regardless of race or religion.
But i guess that is wad life is all about.
A life that i can never change nor can i go in time to bring the memories alive again.
I regret for everything i have done.
I regret for every hard feelings given.
I regret for being the problematic human in this frenship.

At times, i do think, this kind souls, why do they deserve a fren like me?
I would always think,' they would have been better off with others den me.'

I sincerely and truely apologise for faults and damages given to them.
But wad's the use?
A page that has been filled with pain and sorrow will never be able to be deleted.
You can never rewind time and erase the words one by one.
it's an evidence.

Words would only be words,
empty words that mean nuthing.
Actions would only be actions,
they are able to touch humans.

Add them together and that would be the best combination in life.

For people who can onli express themselves in words, add some actions and people will know how appreciative u r towards them.
For people who can onli use actions to express themselves, add some words and people will know and hear the meanings of ur actions.

Misunderstandings will always occur,
do u have an answer, to why it will happen again?

I dun mind people blaming me.
Cos i know wad an idiotic fren i can be.
a fren that makes others suffer.
and make this frenship go bonkas.

to two of my bestest bestest frens, I apologise for the hard times i give to u guys.
And thanks for alwasy tryin to give in to me.

Chill out!

Endless Death= Endless Pain

2006-06-26T12:58:00.001+08:00

ITS MARINA DAY!

2006-06-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's e day...

E day of sianess and start of the tormenting process...

but know what! it's time to PARTY!

as the new term starts, mark another chapter to this everlasting friendship
troubles misunderstandings will come... but fear not and face them...
cos they are here to test the friendship...
and we're here to guard it...
for others we may be cool and heck...
but deep down know how precious this means...

cheers to this friendship once again!

2006-06-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

FRIENDSHIP.

damn. it weighs a tonne.
always i go around saying.
its all finished. im all done.
no regrets. sorry. none.

but seriously. truthfully.
it hurts my own bum.
wanna go around and keep actin tough?
hahkz. you're a liar says my mum.

CONCLUSION:
PeaCe To tHe WorLd. hahkz!
Be Smart Honey.

2006-06-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS IS UP!